dolphingirl99945
Don't cry, I know you're trying your hardest,
And the hardest part is letting go,
Of the nights we shared,
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting,
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but I want it so,
Because these words are never easier for me to say,
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
You're all I hoped I'd find
In every single way.
And the hardest part is letting go,
Of the nights we shared,
Ocala is calling and you know it's haunting,
But compared to your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but I want it so,
Because these words are never easier for me to say,
But I guess
That I can live without you but
Without you I'll be miserable at best
You're all I hoped I'd find
In every single way.
You have changed,
I have changed,
Just like you,
For how long,
Must I wait,
I know there's something wrong,
Your concrete heart isn't beating and you tried to make it come alive.
No shadows,
Just red lights,
Now I'm here to rescue you,
Oh I'm still alive,
I'm still alive,
I can't apologise no,
So silent,
No violence,
But inside my head,
So loud and clear,
You're screaming,
Cover up with a smile I've learned to fear,
Just sunshine and blue sky.
I have changed,
Just like you,
For how long,
Must I wait,
I know there's something wrong,
Your concrete heart isn't beating and you tried to make it come alive.
No shadows,
Just red lights,
Now I'm here to rescue you,
Oh I'm still alive,
I'm still alive,
I can't apologise no,
So silent,
No violence,
But inside my head,
So loud and clear,
You're screaming,
Cover up with a smile I've learned to fear,
Just sunshine and blue sky.
Everything I could give
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay
Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it,
And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of her lips on your cheek
Is everything you couldn't take
Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away
And the hardest part of living
Is just taking breaths to stay
Because I know I'm good for something
I just haven't found it yet
But I need it,
And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you
And I can't speak
Been three whole days since I've had sleep
Because I dream of her lips on your cheek
The secret side of me,
I'll never let you see.
I keep it caged but I can't control it.
So stay away from me,
The beast is ugly.
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it.
It's scratchin' on the walls,
in the closet, in the halls.
It comes awake and I can't control it.
Hidin' under the bed,
In my body, in my head.
Why won't somebody come and save me from this
Make it end.
My secret side I keep,
Hid under lock and key.
I'll never let you see.
I keep it caged but I can't control it.
So stay away from me,
The beast is ugly.
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it.
It's scratchin' on the walls,
in the closet, in the halls.
It comes awake and I can't control it.
Hidin' under the bed,
In my body, in my head.
Why won't somebody come and save me from this
Make it end.
My secret side I keep,
Hid under lock and key.
Rach
My crazy little wench. All those times in mazes, pointlessly getting through all the mazes you could think of, just to prove we're maze nerds. How we love harrassing randomers, and the lovely SEB's. Always there for a good laugh, not stopping until we're on the floor. Rainbow sneezes when you sneeze on computer screen manz. I love you so f'cking much my little wench.
My crazy little wench. All those times in mazes, pointlessly getting through all the mazes you could think of, just to prove we're maze nerds. How we love harrassing randomers, and the lovely SEB's. Always there for a good laugh, not stopping until we're on the floor. Rainbow sneezes when you sneeze on computer screen manz. I love you so f'cking much my little wench.
Stacey
I can't put into words how much you mean to me. We've been through thick and thin, but we're still there for eachother. Through the bad and the good times, helping eachother to get out things. Has she ever let me down? No. One of my most liable friends, who I know I can tell her anything, and she can to me. I never want to lose you, 'cause I don't know what I'd do without you.
I can't put into words how much you mean to me. We've been through thick and thin, but we're still there for eachother. Through the bad and the good times, helping eachother to get out things. Has she ever let me down? No. One of my most liable friends, who I know I can tell her anything, and she can to me. I never want to lose you, 'cause I don't know what I'd do without you.
Yuki
You are my beloved gfz. We have many children and are rather gay. You're the most random person I've ever met in my life, and I'm more than glad I met you. You mean so very much to me, and more than you think. Through all the bad things that happened to you, I still love you. I don't care what people say or think, not even storms can make me stop loving you. I completely trust you with everything and anything. The good times, the laughs, ily.
You are my beloved gfz. We have many children and are rather gay. You're the most random person I've ever met in my life, and I'm more than glad I met you. You mean so very much to me, and more than you think. Through all the bad things that happened to you, I still love you. I don't care what people say or think, not even storms can make me stop loving you. I completely trust you with everything and anything. The good times, the laughs, ily.
When you see your breath,
In the frozen night,
When your hope is on the guard,
There's a rushing threat,
There's a new design,
When the poison fills your heart,
Broken from the shattered hopes,
And breathless from the stare,
Standing in this lonely room,
I can see you there,
Lights from the waters,
Have swept me away,
So say your goodbyes now,
This will say,
Drink from the water,
It swept me away,
So say your goodbyes now,
This will say.
In the frozen night,
When your hope is on the guard,
There's a rushing threat,
There's a new design,
When the poison fills your heart,
Broken from the shattered hopes,
And breathless from the stare,
Standing in this lonely room,
I can see you there,
Lights from the waters,
Have swept me away,
So say your goodbyes now,
This will say,
Drink from the water,
It swept me away,
So say your goodbyes now,
This will say.
You come to me with scars on your wrist
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie
Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be okay. you're fine
But I know it's a lie
The night is so long when everything's wrong.
You tell me this will be the last night feeling like this
I just came to say goodbye
I didn't want you to see me cry, I'm fine
But I know it's a lie
Your parents say everything is your fault
But they don't know you like I know you they don't know you at all
I'm so sick of when they say
It's just a phase, you'll be okay. you're fine
But I know it's a lie
The night is so long when everything's wrong.
Despite the lies that you're making
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay here broken and naked
My love is
Just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses
I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is
A burning, consuming fire.
Your love is mine for the taking
My love is
Just waiting
To turn your tears to roses
I will be the one that's gonna hold you
I will be the one that you run to
You feel so lonely and ragged
You lay here broken and naked
My love is
Just waiting
To clothe you in crimson roses
I will be the one that's gonna find you
I will be the one that's gonna guide you
My love is
A burning, consuming fire.
Rachy
My happy little bunny that never stops talking and laughing. You're so bubbly and happy. I can't help but smile with all your randomness. We talk about the most weirdest of things, and most strangest invites you could think off. You mean more than my life is worth to me, and without you, it would feel as if I could never smile again. All those times with lovely bald monk, and raving down the mic, how I love you so.
My happy little bunny that never stops talking and laughing. You're so bubbly and happy. I can't help but smile with all your randomness. We talk about the most weirdest of things, and most strangest invites you could think off. You mean more than my life is worth to me, and without you, it would feel as if I could never smile again. All those times with lovely bald monk, and raving down the mic, how I love you so.
Emily
Words can't come close to how much I love you. Through all of those years of knowing you, I just love you more each day. You've always been there for me, even when I'm acting an idoit. You mean more than the world to me, but, I don't think you realise. Through the fights of everyone, we're still friends. Best friends. I'm never to forget you, ever. My silly Pumpkin Joker Rainbow Cheese, I love you.
Words can't come close to how much I love you. Through all of those years of knowing you, I just love you more each day. You've always been there for me, even when I'm acting an idoit. You mean more than the world to me, but, I don't think you realise. Through the fights of everyone, we're still friends. Best friends. I'm never to forget you, ever. My silly Pumpkin Joker Rainbow Cheese, I love you.
It's twelve o' clock and I need your attention,
It's like the alcohol making my head spin,
Your scent is the rum. the room is a bottle,
Keeping me hopeless 'til I wake tomorrow,
And if tonight ever makes a difference,
The way that I feel the way that I'll remember it,
I'll take this down until the glass remains,
Swallow the words that I was meant to say,
All of these guards they stand tall and defensive,
Putting up walls around what was once innocent.
It's like the alcohol making my head spin,
Your scent is the rum. the room is a bottle,
Keeping me hopeless 'til I wake tomorrow,
And if tonight ever makes a difference,
The way that I feel the way that I'll remember it,
I'll take this down until the glass remains,
Swallow the words that I was meant to say,
All of these guards they stand tall and defensive,
Putting up walls around what was once innocent.
