Habbo: KongZi

YOU LOVE ME?
Pft, you don't know what love is.

I TRIED TO TELL YOU I'LL MISS YOU, BUT YOU DIDN'T STAY LONG ENOUGH. I SCREAMED IT OUT AS YOU LEFT BUT IT WAS DEAFENED BY THE SLAMMING OF YOUR DOOR.

Sometimes I wonder why I bothered to write those stickies about myself and stuck them on my Habbo homepage. You've already judged me; whether you think I'm nice or horrible - otherwise you wouldn't be here, would you?

It was funny in a sad way because you were never quite satisfied; constantly looking for another girl to chat up, searching for more attention. I made you my world, I gave you all my attention and I ask, why couldn't you do the same? It was never the way you said it was, was it? You could never love me.

You were everything I had ever hoped for and everything I feared. All in one little package, you were wrapped up neatly; the little red bow strapped on the top, the pink paper waiting underneath, to be torn open. You were my Pandora's box.

You're going away again and we both know that this time, its too easy saying goodbye. Why can't we, why can't we fall in love again?

You know what?
I'm beyond caring.
Have it as you will; but I'd like my heart back, even if it is shattered. I know you never cared enough to find all the pieces and sadly, it's just as well. A piece of me will always stay with you and even though I try not to, I always forgive you. You don't deserve me, you little playboy.

It's funny, how humanBobbapress love. At least the animals don't lie about it...

Facts you didn't need to know

- I'm 5'6'' tall and weigh 8 stones
- I love to read, draw and watch movies
- My GCSE predictions are all A*
- I'm lazy when it comes to my own needs
- I have weird dreams on a daily basis
- I'm aspiring to become an architect
- I'm bilingual
- I moved to the UK when I was 5 years old
- Anime is a large part of my interests
- I love to travel
- I forgive people too easily
- I was one of the 20 girls offered a place at the Oratory college

I've looked after you, I've always tried me best; you know that. Why is it that when I need help, I'm isolated more than ever? My purpose in life is not to entertain you, nor anyone else. Please understand that I'm as fragile as you are, I just don't make publicity of it. When you make publicity of it, you attract attention from the people who don't truly care about you. I've always been there yet you cast me away into your shadow. I was never good enough; that hurt.

Jombie and Jacaso,

Thank you so much for helping me out when I needed it most and continuing to love me when I least deserved it. These few weeks have been hard for me; you've taken the time to genuinely care for me and remind me that I do have friends. Thank you so much for everything, you two are such a rarity and I appreciate your company ♡

Don't spill your heart out to me, spill the beans !!

The happiness we chance upon in our lives can't be expressed in words,
That's why we can only smile.
Why we sing "Do Re Mi" among the vivid autumn colours.
With winter at our backs, and the spring sunbeams peeking through the leaves,
As to protect someone who's just been reborBobba looked at the road I'd traveled and the path ahead, my eyes were filled with cowardice.
I wanted to look in your eyes, but I was afraid I wouldn't be honest,

Jombie ~ Jordan

This is my very own Katie Price. We make a joke out of everything, even the things you might find cheesy are funny to us. He's great to be around, can lighten up any room and is always there when you need him. Sure, we 'take the pee' a lot - but we're teenagers, let us have our 5 minutes. Oh, and if you "dun knoe, geh 2 knoe!" hahaha. ='ω'=

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As 1,000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know.
"I want you to love me but I don't think you will"
I wander around as I repeat this to myself,
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt,
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

Putting these feelings into words is so scary, but,
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

Who knows where inspiration comes from?

You people are so easily influenced... ;)

A few of my groups you may like to join:

Bleach Anime fan group
Fruits Basket fan group
Oopsie Daisy group
Sandra group

Other cool groups:

Cardcaptors fan group
Fullmetal Alchemist fan group
Naruto fan group
Bilingual group

"I love you" to the one I love...
And that's the most beautiful thing in the world.
♥

It's times like these that I ask myself; what were we thinking?

I didn't want to know that you didn't love me,
And live the rest of my days all alone.
That day, I kept on loving you without getting hurt.

As 1,000 nights pass, I long to tell you...
I have to let you know,
"I want you to love me but I don't think you will"
I wander around as I repeat this to myself,
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt,
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.
Even if my feelings aren't returned, I can say

Sometimes we have to let go of the things that we hold closest to our hearts because we realise that once we lessen our grip and stop choking them, they finally feel they are free to run away... I've seen you sprinting.

I came back to you because you're the only thing I know to be good and true in this world.

You say "I love you" half-heartedly and it makes me wonder, who the other half dwells with.

"I want you to love me but I don't think you will"
I wander around as I repeat this to myself,
It's the only answer I have, even if I'm scared of getting hurt,
I'll say "I love you" to the one I love.

Do you love me or not?
I don't care what the answer is, I just need to know,
No matter how badly I desire to be with you.
There are many unchangeable things in this world,
And my love for you can't be stopped by anyone.

'An artist is not one that can be inspired, but inspires others.'
- Salvador Dali

KongZi !! :) :p :o :D :s D: :\ ? :3

I'll never forget you...

Jikiti - Jamie ♡♡♡
Zole - Max ♡♡♡
Ps2Legend - Dan ♡♡♡
Coolnessx3 - T.J. ♡♡♡
Kabanasa - Andy ♡♡♡
DJHabbistic - Ben ♡♡♡
130 - Joe ♡♡♡
Sakumo - Luke ♡♡♡
Tacting - Dan ♡♡♡

I have played Habbo since '02, on various accounts and have had a few, long breaks. Certain unpleasant experiences in life have rendered me very sceptical towards people and situations. However, I am not moody; I have merely accepted that life is not composed of rainbows and unicorns, nor will it be built of material similar of the kind in the future. I hope we can find similar interests and become good friends - thanks for reading.

Everything established, settled, everything to do with home and order and the common ground, has crumbled into dust and has been swept away in the general upheaval and reorganization of the whole of society. The whole human way of life has been destroyed and ruined. All that's left is the bare, shivering human soul, stripped to the last shred, the naked force of the human psyche for which nothing has changed because it was always cold and shivering

Why is it so easy for you to say "I love you" with thoughts of her at the back of your mind? Are you that careless now, that you don't care for my feelings at all? What happens after this? Will we have our 'happy ever after' and I'll have to share you with someone who doesn't even exist? I'm not prepared to do that - I'm lying. Love is a mental illness; everything do you seems an illusive form of perfection. I wish I wasn't stabbed by Cupid's arrow.

You know, I'm trying my best not to notice the bleeding from my chest, your inconsiderate and selfish ways put my patience to the test. I never thought I'd say this, but now I've caught my breath, I'll say to you quite subtly: I hate you and I'll try to believe it this time.

You were my timeless invention, my innovation, my desperation for a recreation...
My one last hope, my life's remote, the three short words, I never spoke...
The sun, the moon, the stars, the sky; the angel's wings, that made her fly,
The sea, the stones, the rocks, the lake, the feelings that you couldn't fake,
My love, my one, my true, my dear - my subconscious never-ending fear.

Wanna know what's funny?
You'd do it for everyone else but you wouldn't do it for me.
And you told me I was your number one...

Who exactly are you fooling here? Because you're not fooling me; I know exactly what you're up to. The jokes on you - you're the one that's being laughed at now. I hope you realise that, and I hope by the time I've had enough, you're not blind enough to miss me walking away.

Lately, I've been looking at myself differently because of you. I'd like to thank you for forcing me to realise just what I'm worth, in the harshest and cruellest manner. I can now finally move on, knowing, that what I'm leaving behind is valueless; and while I'm leaving, I'll have as much regret in it as I would when throwing a piece of trash in the bin. I guess most things increase in value over time - but not when they're tarnished. This is my farewell to you.

Let me know you were here !! ヽ⁀▿◠ノ

Acetonide ~ Albert

What's the definition of love?
You've always been so good to me, through the years that we've known each other and I just want to thank you and hope I can repay you the favours one day. You're without a doubt the nicest, most honest and genuine person I have met and I hope my opinion never changes. Mr. Hippo and I are still waiting for you.　　\(='ω'=)/ *Huggles*

♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥o♥

Sandra / Sandy
You might see me around the forums if I'm not in a 'lounge' room. I try to give honest opinions on matters and not take sides, even if the person who is wrong is a close friend. I'm studying english language, math, chemistry and art as I aspire to be an architect later in life. I like Anime, music of most genres, reading and drawing. My favourite movie is Dr. Zhivago, the 2002 version, but I have never met anyone who has seen it too!!

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We randomly met, we randomly became friends and randomly fell for each other. Then you randomly decided you didn't love me anymore... am I right?

Man is born to life, not to prepare for life.

Dr. Zhivago

You're lovely - do you know that?

Acetonide, Jombie, Noobtastic, Terce, Aeix, Crayoneater, Flummoxed, Lounge., Unholy, Lepy, Politics., Ćancerbear.

...and reaching out to its nearest neighbor, as cold and lonely as itself.

Lara, Dr. Zhivago

Go ahead and tell me you'll leave again, you'll just come back running, holding your scarred heart in hand; it's all the same. And I'll take you for who you are, if you take me for everything, we'll do it all over again; it's always the same...

- Sick Puppies

Jacaso

Sandy! where are youu? :( we need to talk kurwaa!!11
lovelove xxxxxxxxxxx
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21-Nov-2009 21:27:14
DJHabbistic

I've only just been unpermed :p.
Have you added me? x

20-Nov-2009 19:27:26
DJHabbistic

I'm back baby (: x

18-Nov-2009 18:33:30
=dreamboatx

im fine bz

hows things

15-Nov-2009 14:02:06
TribalSpear

boring lool

15-Nov-2009 13:40:04
TribalSpear

im good

you?

15-Nov-2009 13:27:16
TribalSpear

hey

15-Nov-2009 13:22:31
=dreamboatx

hai bbz hows you aint seen you in ages

15-Nov-2009 13:18:46
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14-Nov-2009 22:06:32
Sperko

Remember me? :)

14-Nov-2009 18:44:06
EternalFeelings

Why did you leave?

08-Nov-2009 11:14:31
gravity-boy

wow i love your page, you seem like an interesting person, would love to get to know you more. are you still constructing the bleach RPG room because i am keen to help. =]

07-Nov-2009 12:35:46
Jacaso

seany seany seany seannn snensasnsnde

19-Oct-2009 21:11:09
Jacaso

cholera jasna!

19-Oct-2009 21:10:54
Jacaso

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19-Oct-2009 21:10:28
Jacaso

ahhhhhh!!!!!!!! !!! !111 1

19-Oct-2009 21:10:19
4693

Let me know you were here !! ヽ⁀▿◠ノ

18-Oct-2009 16:02:56
4693

hey im good thanks. i wanna read your whole page again. (:

18-Oct-2009 13:02:12
sweft

elo raaaaaaaaaandom sign.

18-Oct-2009 12:53:18
Droogle

returnn!!

18-Oct-2009 10:59:54